Conflicted

Things I want to do today:-

1. Stop taking the pills
2. Move back to Melbourne
3. Work in the music biz again
4. Go out dancing and drink lots of alcohol

Things I will do today:-

1. Go to Body Balance
2. Make some tarts
3. Accept the heat at Tab's wedding
4. Not drink any alcohol at the reception

Surely there has to be an easier way? I wanna be this:-


And not this :-