Sunday 1 June 2008

Somebody

I want somebody to share, share the rest of my life, share my innermost thoughts, know my intimate details. Someone who'll stand by my side and give me support, and in return he'll get my support. He will listen to me when I want to speak about the world we live in, and life in general. Though my views may be wrong they may even be perverted, he'll hear me out and won' t easily be converted to my way of thinking, in fact he'll often disagree. But at the end of it all he will understand me.

I want somebody who cares for me passionately with every thought and with every breath.
Someone who'll help me see things in a different light, all the things I detest I will almost like. I don't want to be tied to anyones strings, I'm carefully trying to steer clear of those things. But when I'm asleep I want somebody qho will put their arms around me and kiss me tenderly. Though things like this make me sick, in a case like this, I'll get away with it.

Oh, Mr Gore, you have an awful lot to answer for. I had a dream where I did have someone like this last night/this morning/whatever you want to call it. I'll now be seeing this person in a different light, he treated me so beautifully. I was quite amazing - to me, cos I can't say I'm actually used to it - just how loving and tender someone could be, and I wonder if he is actually like this in "real life"? (That's such a rubbish saying, real life, anyway) He has a very lucky girlfriend if so. I'll probably get all aflustered the next time I see him, that'll be dead embarrassing. I've not been able to shake the feeling of this dream all day, kind of nice in a way as I feel protected and loved by it, but when my head hits the pillow later on, I'm sure I won't be smiling. Who knows. It'd be lovely to have that dream every night and wake up feeling that way everyday, I'll see if I can encourage that instead.

1 comment:

Amanda Kendle said...

oh, this is beautiful!!!! and I'm sure this guy is out there for you, because you're a great catch :-) Hey, I was so jealous on Friday that my class adored you so much! (well, jealous, but also proud that you are my friend). Frank and Maggie asked me more things about you at the pub that night. But I digress ... this tender passionate and caring man definitely exists for you. Trust me. I'm a teacher.